Quitting Wits that Do not Fit

You want me to quit smoking because it is bad for my health, well here's the thing; you are worst.

This is me realizing that getting into relationships isn't the best route, all this time I was thinking that relationships will save me from myself. I thought that I needed another soul to shadow my brokenness, but I figured that relationships will just break me even more. I got to stop. I need to quit my addiction with owning someone, I need to stop waking up for someone else but myself.

Perhaps I had what we had as a wake up scream. Maybe you weren't what I needed after all. So I will let go, and for the first time I won't wait for your call nor put a hold on my plans just so I can catch up with your slacking in life. 

I don't wish you karma of any sort, I won't curse your name in my thoughts... I will just ... be normal, and everyone knows that's the hardest thing. From this point on you will just be another ordinary person, you will no longer be the sun nor the moon in my life- you will no longer be a  part of me.